Wednesday, August 24, 2005
I wonder what it would be like to feel safe again, I am a happy mother loving every moment I spend with my kids, but just the feeling that he is still out there somewhere waitting like a lion to attack its prey still brings goosebumbs to my skin. I thought that the nightmare will end once I left home, instead it just growing, I am not there for him to manipulate me or hit me, he does not have to be standing next to me to still give me pain, the pain is now within sleepless nights, when will it end?
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Dear Single Mom: I must begin by telling you that I admire your courage, your strength and your apparent love for your children. I know for a fact that it is so easy to tell someone to break away, but it is altogether a different story to do so. I commend you and pray that your continued strength, love and passion for life beyond the horrid past will be the reflection and the memories that your children will ponder on when they can better understand your reality. I have no sympathy for any human who knowingly causes someone they claim to love so much pain. I can only tell you that I Love you and will always be there for you and your kids, for I am so ashamed to call that horrible man that has caused you soooo much pain My Brother. I'm so sorry for what he's done. I pray that his actions would never be a reflection on the rest of us. Love, Terry R.
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