Need to retrieve my journal and forgot the website can you help me?

Today I feel new, I feel alive and refreshed like I have slept for ever. My life is changing for the better everyday, I am happy and moving foward with my everyday duties. I still have a long way to go but in time I will get there. Its not easy raising the kids alone. But I tell you What, everyday something new is going to happen and we just need to have patience, I should be able to write more about the challanges I have experienced in the pass few months, I am getting my computer back on may 3rd until then be goOd and god bless

I am looking for a few good people who have ambition and want to make money by helping people in need the money is great the hrs are reasonable and you will feel good about yourself making families happy, if you are willing please contact me..

Another year, 2007 is almost gone and here we are moving foward to a new year full opf adventure, 07 was a goOd year, it had a few of setbacks but then again that is part of life. I met new interesting people and even made new friends, to all of uUu @ aol I wish uUu a wonderful holiday and a safe one also a lot of sucess in the new coming year uUu guys are the best. Without uUu a lot of people would be boared, uUu give all of us comunication with the world, thank uUu if I misspelled anywords sorry via sidekick. GoOd night until next time..

Its been a while

It sure has been long, well since the last entry, there has been a lot of changes, I have finally faced the children's father "aka" my abuser, I am no longer afraid of him and he has realized that in the end the good one's always win the battle, I have won, I am Free, its over the nightmare has ended, since my last entry like I mentioned in the start there has been so many different emotions i have recovered from all anxiety, I have no more drama and the kids oh my, the kids, they are so happy, I am still working on my story is just that I have been so busy working in the reconstruction of my new and improve life.

So I decided to take some time off but I have just began to write about all the excitement I am experiencing well until next time, be good to each other and to all around you.

moving on

Dear Journal:

Is been a while since my last entry, I know that no one reads this journal, as I mention before I am still working on my autobiography and I am hoping for this story to help people all around the world, I am a survivor and I am still trying to survive I am meeting new people and feel a lot better than i did in the past journals, is there still fear in my heart? the answer is sometimes, and i will explain; it is true I am free from my abuser but the scars the internal scars are still open, I can't take the pain that I hold in my heart and I am trying really hard not to feel like this but it is hard. I can tell you this the kids are happy and that is enough for me right about now, I do want to move on with my life, the only problem is that he is still out there and i am afraid that one day I find my self face to face with him again, and then maybe I will know how strong I have become, I feel that I am but I will never know really if I am just afraid because of the old memories and because he has not been around, what will happen if we stand in front of each other, i do know this I am not going to allow him to put his hands on me ever again.  until next time I am still praying for full freedom.

It has been a while since I wrote anything in my journal, I am going through so much right now and have been offered an opportunity to write my autobiography I am hoping that while I am in the process of putting my life on paper that it helps people all around the world and educates them about " Domestic Violence" I have experience so much and seen so much and will like the whole world to know how it all began, So many years, days and nights living in fear. No one deserves to live like that, this story also includes my children whom lived the nightmare as well with me and how they save me.. Dear Aol journals, I welcome all comments, and can answer any questions anyone have about surviving an abusive relationship, anyone who is looking for advise I will be glad to help, remember no one deserve's to be abused, not mentally, physically or verbally. My Emai address is MJanet207@aol.com