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Friday, June 29, 2007
Its been a while
It sure has been long, well since the last entry, there has been a lot of changes, I have finally faced the children's father "aka" my abuser, I am no longer afraid of him and he has realized that in the end the good one's always win the battle, I have won, I am Free, its over the nightmare has ended, since my last entry like I mentioned in the start there has been so many different emotions i have recovered from all anxiety, I have no more drama and the kids oh my, the kids, they are so happy, I am still working on my story is just that I have been so busy working in the reconstruction of my new and improve life.
So I decided to take some time off but I have just began to write about all the excitement I am experiencing well until next time, be good to each other and to all around you.
Monday, September 25, 2006
moving on
Dear Journal:
Is been a while since my last entry, I know that no one reads this journal, as I mention before I am still working on my autobiography and I am hoping for this story to help people all around the world, I am a survivor and I am still trying to survive I am meeting new people and feel a lot better than i did in the past journals, is there still fear in my heart? the answer is sometimes, and i will explain; it is true I am free from my abuser but the scars the internal scars are still open, I can't take the pain that I hold in my heart and I am trying really hard not to feel like this but it is hard. I can tell you this the kids are happy and that is enough for me right about now, I do want to move on with my life, the only problem is that he is still out there and i am afraid that one day I find my self face to face with him again, and then maybe I will know how strong I have become, I feel that I am but I will never know really if I am just afraid because of the old memories and because he has not been around, what will happen if we stand in front of each other, i do know this I am not going to allow him to put his hands on me ever again. until next time I am still praying for full freedom.